common test week!! ):

hellooooo..

sorry for not blogging last week..

cause actually i want to blog in the weekday..

but really can't find any time..

and sunday i went out then no time to blog also..

monday was busy with homework..

tuesday is busy of wednesday nsl practical test..

wednesday is busy of thursday cmbio test..

thursday i late reach home..

friday i'm doing homework..

so it's saturday today!! times flies at full speed ar..

and i think i screwed my nsl practical test..

fuck la.. cause i was too nervous..

then like keep don't know what to do next..

and my assessor shake her head.. stupid la..

then make me even more depressed..

my friend also saw it..

although she passed me..

i don't know what's my grade cause she haven't moderate it..

guess i need to wait till friday to know the grade..

damn it..

then i'm super sadd and depressed after the practical test la..

i'm like cannot listen to aap lecture even though it's revision slides!!

urgh..

it really affected me the whole day..

but what's done cannot be undone.. what can i do ??

then next whole week from tuesday to friday is common test..

monday no test cause i don't know why.. LOL

tuesday got fon plus nsl together..

wednesday is pharmacology..

thursday cmbio..

and last.. friday is a big topic.. aap..

got lots to memories for aap cann..

and i haven't even start revision on any of the modules..

somebody stab me cann please ??

if not i will kill myself..

haizz.. guess i should like start revision now..

stupid to the max.. damn..

byebye(:

annyeong :D

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andya..

19november2010 i went to watch ukiss mini concert..

it is actually ukiss came and be the guest..

and they're really great!! i mean ukiss!! hahaha

they preform about 5songs then after that no more le..

they super handsome..

when got time then i upload a few of the photos that i've taken..

hehe(:

moody nowadays..

hellooooo..

another week have passed!!

and today is week 3 already..

next week will be week4..

and next week will have 1 FON and 1 CMBIO test..

then week 5 got NSL practical test..

and week 6 is common testtttttt.. ohmygosh ttm!!

time passing so fast and it's really stressing me up..

and it makes me feel moody nowadays..

monday to friday having school as usual..

then today went out shopping and dinner with felicia again..

wanted to buy some clothes.. but didn't find any nice one..

and i felt so stupid today!!

so embarrassing la.. don't want to talk about it.. =x

and plus my flyer money is not here yettt..

don't know what happen.. ):

yunmin's money is already here and not mine.. ):

think i would call them on monday and ask..

and after all the shopping and dinner i felt so tired..

then on the way back home felt so moody after listening to

taylor swift's Enchanted.. keep repeating and repeating..

love this song to the max!!

so i bought myself a bubble tea and it cheers my mood up a bit.. hehe..

but to think that i got so much things to do..

i'm really at a lost..

seriously don't feel like doing anything..

it makes me sick.. sighh..

i shall at least do a bit of the study and homework later.. ):

fuck my life to the max seriously..

i wish there's a medicine in life that cann help me forget about everything

and be myself to the fullest..

can't smile currently..

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post without smile..

hello...

it's saturday afternoon!!

not really in the mood to blog actually..

cause first..

i didn't get to watch the incite mill cause nobody want to watch with me..

and so.. i got so tired of asking people to watch with me..

and i gave up..

i simply gave up everything..

and i'm sure i won't ask you to watch movie with me again..

even if you ask me..

i would only consider to go a not..

and find the SAME excuse back to you..

and before asking you to go out with me..

my mood wasn't that good already..

and YOU.. added fire in..

so you can't blame me uh..

and secondly.. i wasn't in the mood before this is cause

somebody just make me feel super badd..

i didn't mean to hurt you.. you know..

i just don't want to trouble you cause we're not that close..

if we're very close i'll surely ask you to buy for me..

and you said that those little things that i've done made you feel sadd..

I'M SORRY..

i seriously didn't mean it..

it is seriously not purposely..

and i just felt super badd after this..

guilty really killed me..

i can't do anything but just don't talk to you..

so history won't repeat itself..

i still feel badd even if you came to talk to me first..

and so..

this badd feeling.. plus no incite mill for me..

made me felt super badd + pissed..

i guess i won't beg you to watch movie again with me anymore..

unless there are other people around..

and i would still consider..

i don't care if you've read this post..

(and i know nobody would read my post..)

i won't talk to you about this movie thingy again..

simply.. CASE CLOSED!

and seriously..

this 2things made my friday super badd..

i always love friday..

but this friday is really badd to the max!!

indescribable..

but i won't hate friday for this.. i still love friday..

and felicia know cause i was pissed..

she asked me out for dinner..

and i just went.. had a little laughter..

it made me a little better..

but i just can't help it to feel no mood..

and i also watched a few of luoxiang videos..

it cheered me up abit..

but after that my mood is still no good..

it really affect me..

i just can't reply with a smile or what..

even if you want a smile from me..

i would just put a fake one..

that's what mask are all about..

and i suddenly thought that i haven't do my "singapore and world issues"

homework..

it just make me feel worse for today..

i guess i shall ask around and do it later..

i going to eat now..

byebye..

annyeong..

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andya..

i've just changed my blog song to

U-KISS latest album Break Time songs..

which is "Before Yesterday" and "Shut Up"

plus SS501 Kim Hyun Joong's song "One More Time"

that is recorded in the Playful Kiss OST..

Ukiss "Shut Up" was really addictive especially

>alexander, eli and kibum rap that part..

the more i listen.. the more i love it..♥♥♥♥♥♥♥