last of 2010..

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF 2010 !!

tomorrow will be next year 2011 !!(:

actually i'm not really looking forward to 2011..
cause i'm scared what comes along may be something bad..

and i enjoyed 2010.. except for half of the december..

so.. i'm sad that 2010 is leaving and

scared the things that will happen in 2011..

just like someone staying in your life and leaving cause it's time..?

nevermind.. stop the unhappy thing..

and just enjoy~!!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS 2010 !! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyoneee.. hahaha :D

yeah~

today is the birth of Jesus..

that's why is Christmas~ hahaha..

yesterday is christmas eve and i went to

Universal Studios Singapore!!

THAT PLACE WAS SUPER AWESOME MUCHHHHHHH :D

LOVE IT!!

but cause i went only for sightseeing..

so can't play any of the rides..

i swear i would go in there again to play the rides

and have a super awesome day..

and that's why..

today my mood was quite happy..

just that whenever think of FON.. *sigh*

nevermind!!

today is christmas!!!!! hahaha..

2010Christmas was quite nice..

not like past year.. quite boring.. hehe =X

once again..

MERRY CHRISTMAS~

byebye(:

annyeong :D

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what's the point of studying ?? )';

hellooooooooo

finally it's another saturday ar..

the attachment is finally overrrrrrrrrrrrr..

i'm happy..

but i'm also not so happy..

happy attachment finished..

unhappy cause i didn't do well for the common test..

i seriously can't believe that i actually get a F for FON

when i studied and studied and studied..

i'm not satisfied with AAP..

not satisfied with NSL..

but cmbio and pharmacology is still okay..

i seriously didn't expect i would get a A for pharmaco..

cause i think my weakest is pharmaco.. but in the end..

how in the hell i get A when i FAILED my fon ?!?!

then cmbio i get B+..

quite satisfied cause i did study and B+ is quite good..

and i think i studied AAP the most..

but in the end ?? i only get a C+.. what's the point of studying ??

i get a B+ for NSL.. is cause of my nervousness in practical..

what's the point of studying ??

I GET A F FOR FON..

I SWEAR THAT I HAVE TRIED MY BEST ALREADY..

ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T GET TO MEMORISE ALL OF THE THINGS..

BUT THAT CANNOT MAKE ME GET A F !!

I KNOW MY FON.. WHYYY

WHY AND HOW THE FUCK I GET A F..

WHAT'S THE POINT OF STUDYING ?!?!?!!?!?!?!?

it really make me feel super depressed..

when i saw that some of my friends are satisfied with their result..

i was like..

why tell me?!?! i don't want to know all this..

i failed my fon cann!!

i don't want to remember it!!

when i saw my FON result..

i can't believe my eyes and keep repeating the sentence..

"my id.. F" "my id.. F" "my id.. F" "my id.. F" "my id.. F" "my id.. F"

is that even my id ?!?! i even double check my id..

that is my id.. and i told myself..

"i get a F ??" "i get a F ??" "i get a F ??" "i get a F ??" "i get a FUCKING F ??"

i can't believe it..

i can't fucking believe it..

then i cried and cried.. alone..

even if i tell people i get a fucking F..

people will say.. "what?! you failed fon?!"

"don't be sadd.. try harder next time"

"work harder next time.. you cann do it"

"just failed only.. don't worry"

"it's just a common test.. don't put it to heart"

i mean like.. you don't know how heartbreaking is it for me..

so why don't you just shut up..

i know you mean well.. you all concern about me..

but.. it is just not supposed to be this way!!

you don't know how hard i studied for this common test..

you don't know how hard i tried to memorise the things..

you don't know how much effort i put in to study..

you don't understand anything..

and in the end.. i get a fucking F ?? how in the hell i get a fucking F ??

i tried so hard.. so hard..

it is really devastating..

i wished i could just rot away and die..

nobody cares.. nobody wonders.. nobody knows..

it made me can't really enjoy my holiday..

but i'll still try..

I SERIOUSLY HOPE MY PAPER WAS MARKED WRONGLY!!

THERE'S GONNA BE SOME ERROR!! )';

and i think i don't like 2010december!!

it doesn't brings me goodluck or even get my normal life back!!

it make me so.. sadd..

i really enjoyed january-november.. but not december..

i hope for this 2weeks holiday..

good news will come..

like the thing that i always wanted to come for this christmas..

it would be great if it is my christmas present..

and the fon result.. i really shouldn't get a F..

please GOD.. let me AT LEAST get a D cann ??

i'll really work hard!! please GOD!!

and bring me the thing that i always wanted.. always pray for..

to me for this christmas.. 25december2010..

please GOD.. Amen..

byebye

annyeong

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first week of attachement passed!!(:

helloooooooo..

it's the weekend againnnnnnnn..(:

but sadly.. tomorrow is the start of weekday already..

so fast.. tsk.. ):

the first week of attachment have passed~ happy happy!!

now left the second which is the last week of attachment!!

hope it would pass by fast too!!

then i cann finally enjoy my break.. wahahaha..

and friday i went to Nex again to meet up with

fiona, jasmine and zhilin straight after my attachment(:

we watched "The Haunted House Project"

it was seriously fucking scary cann!!

it's a korean movie then have a lot of "booming" and screaming effects..

that's why it was fucking scary..

even i covered my eyes for the whole last 10-15mins i think..

it was still scary when heard the sounds..

and this movie made me covered my eyes the most times

compared to the past horror movies that i've watched before..

then after the movie we walked around..

a bit of shopping..

then went back home..

and first time i'm so afraid to walk back home alone after a horror movie..

but i still faster walked back home.. LOL

then yesterday i went out with my mother and sister to

listen to some talk..

actually i don't want to go.. but my mother force me to..

made me wake up even though i super lack of sleep.. LOL

and i started playing my itouch at the last part of the talk.. hahaha..

then after that we went to nex againnn.. to ntuc, ate pizza hut!!(:

and went back home afterwards.. hahaz..

today i slept till afternoon.. but was still tired..

tomorrow have to go back Changi General Hospital for attachment..

morning shift for 3days somemore.. tskkkkkkkkk

then last 2day is afternoon shift..

means have to go back on 9pm at the last day..

tsk to the max..

seriously hope time will pass fast!!

byebye(:

annyeong :D

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december 2010.. so fast..

hellooooo!!

THE COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER!! FINALLY~!!(:

i think i should be okay..

but i won't expect too much..

but please God.. help me.. i want to get good grades..

so anyway.. after the common test.. which is friday..

i went to the serangoon new shopping mall "Nex"!!

with felicia..

i think the place is quite awesome..

and still got cinema there ehh!!

so we watched Happy Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1..

and it was quite awesome too..

got few shocked scenes.. and the content..

so overall is nice.. emma watson is pretty~!! hahaz..

and that's all for this week..

nothing much actually..

just that everyday is very tired cause of the common test.. LOL

and next week is the start of attachment already!!

and i don't think i'm prepared yett!! argh..

sianz to the max lor..

but after attachment is holiday already..

so wished holiday come soonnnnnnnnnn!!

but i don't wish 2011 to come so fast..

cause i think 2010 is really a good year compared to the past..

and i don't know what 2011 brings me..

2010 just passes so fast that it makes me unprepared..

hey everybody.. it's 2010 december already..

byebye(:

annyeong :D

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and i've just changed to the blog song to

Kenji 吳克羣's songs to 沒關係 and 絕對不放

i love this two songs.. really nice!!(: