it's been almost a month since i blogged!!
cause really no time..
plus sometimes lazy.. hahaha..
well.. a lot of things have happen in this 4weeks..
my common test is OVER~
currently on attachment..
but it's going to finish in this coming week..
looking forwarddddddddddd~~
okayy.. i think i did badly for my common test..
even though i really did study..
but i really don't know how to answer..
i study is equal to didn't study at all.. haiz..
so i think i'm going to flunk it.. ):
then after common test i went out with my P01 to have fun~!!
and it's my birthday on the saturday!!
11june2011!! ♥ ♥ ♥
i really enjoyed hanging out with my friends..
but actually i wasn't very happy..
it was my very only 18th birthday..
and my friend didn't come out to celebrate with me..
cause she said she was too tired and want to watch tv..
i think it was just an excuse cause she don't want to watch that movie..
then she said she would eat dinner with us..
but in the end..
we didn't watch that movie..
we didn't eat dinner with her..
cause since she doesn't have the sincerity to come out to have fun..
she doesn't even message or call me to ask about the dinner..
so.. i did not text/call her..
it WAS my birthday..
why do i have to act accordingly to her will ??
why does she always expect people to do what she says ??
sometimes i really wonder..
how would she survive in this pathetic lonely world on her own..
i've been learning to stand on my own..
be independent..
try to do things myself.. so i cann survive in this world..
but why can't she learnt ??
sometimes i really wish i cann slap her till she wake up
and make her realise this pathetic, cruel world that she's in..
nobody will pity her even if she scream, cry or beg..
and actually..
i was waiting for somebody to wish me happy birthday..
but it did not happen..
i purposely online.. wait till 12june2011 12AM..
still.. he did not wish me..
that's where i realise.. it's time for me to stop waiting..
more than a month have already passed..
not even a word from him..
that's really the end.. i know.. he won't talk to me again..
that's where friends become stranger..
but i was really happy when i saw my friends post the birthday wishes on my wall..
it really made me smile and laugh..
i'm really happy at that time.. and when i'm hanging out with my friends..
and that's how my birthday ended..
wasn't really happy.. but contented.. at least..
then after that is the attachment week!
this time attachment is two weeks..
my Clinical Instructor really sucks to the max luhh..
don't know what to say about her..
one week have already passed and NONE of my skills are signed!!
i need a total of 26skills to be sign ehh!!
why can't she think of us.. this will affect our grades as well lehh!! ):
i think my this attachment is the worst and lousiest cause of the CI..
don't know what to do with the CI..
but i quite enjoy this posting..
cause first time under air-conditioned ward..
then it's a ortho-surgical..
quite interesting and fun with my attachment friends..
only thing i don't enjoy is the CI..
worst i've ever met.. sighh..
so let's look forward to the end of the attachment..
and i've 2-3 projects to be done within this holiday!!
ohmygoshhh.. cann seriously die..
so there's still a lot of things left for me to do.. ): ):
andyaaa..
i've changed my blog song to
SS501 Kim Hyun Joong new solo debut album..
"PLEASE" from Break Down..
it's really a super nice song..
don't know why he don't want to promote this song instead..
if he promote this..
it will really win for a few weeks..
love this song more than break down..
hehe..
kayy.. that's all~
BYEBYE(:
annyeong :D
