Sunday, July 24, 2011

stop missing..

hellooooooo..
mood not been very good recently..
i don't know why..
maybe cause there are some things happened..
which made me kind of moody.. then would thought of somebody..
i think i'm just missing someone..
someone to talk to everyday..
he can always make me laugh when talking to him..
he cann also made me smile and cheer me up when i'm sad..
then i would always look forward to go online and talk to him..
he doesn't know that even though i do not reply to his hints..
but i would always be very happy to talk to him..
and i don't know why after a period of time has passed..
he just ignore me.. maybe i did/say something wrong that made him sad..
or maybe cause time have passed..
that made him lose the interest..
forgotten how happy he was in the first place..
i understand but just can't decide..
i know that i have already lose the chance..
and we have become strangers.. i really don't understand why..
what has really happened.. maybe i did something wrong..
that's what i always thought..
and now..
he still doesn't know that i still looking forward to talk to him..
i always wished that he would talk to him first..
cause i've already lost the courage to initiate conversation..
i do not want him to ignore or give me cold replies when i talked to him..
so might as well not talk..
and i know that this has lead us to become strangers..
that's what i always don't like..
the friends we know become the friends we knew..
and i have told him this before..
cause i predicted that we will become like this one day..
but i don't know that it will happen so fast..
and i guess he has also forgotten about it..
forgotten what i told him before..
i just felt that i'm so insignificant at times..
nobody care.. nobody remember what i said before..
like how i always care and remember every single detail of each person..
but nobody remembered how i listen so attentively till i remember everything..
and people still cann forget that they told me before..
sometimes i really don't like to care about the things that's happening around me..
but they just keep coming to me.. i can't stop or prevent it..
sometimes i don't know what i want either..
wish to talk to him like how we did last time..
wish to see his msn name appear on my computer again..
wish that he would come talk to me when he sees me..
wish that he was always around..
but it's impossible now..
time passes.. things changes.. it won't go back to the way it is..
i should just stop hoping.. stop thinking.. stop missing..
kayyy.. i should go and study now..
NSL PRACTICAL ON FRIDAYY!! OMGGGG.. :O
wish i cann tell.. wait.. stop.. stop it!
bye!

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Saturday, July 16, 2011

life..

helloooo..
today is another saturday!
but a tiring saturday..
went back to school early in the morning today to have some remedial..
then went to buy my lunch and back home..
and i wasted the rest of the saturday after that by watching "babyfaced beauty"
quite nice~
and now i have to revise my NS1.. do revision worksheet..
revise pharmaco.. then nsl..
cause got NS1 and pharmaco integrated paper on monday.. after school..
then nsl open book test on monday morning..
i doubt i have time to revise nsl..
but i'll still try..
then tomorrow still need go back school early in the morning to do project..
is like what the hell lor..
today i went back school le.. although it's not wasted trip..
i still don't like it..
then tomorrow they want to meet at 11am in school..
y'know i've to wake up at around 8+ to 9am so as to coordinate with you all ??
you all stay near cann sleep like till 9+ or 10am then prepare..
i've to wake up so early to prepare..
i know i shouldn't have go to such far away school..
but can't you all put in my shoes and think about me ??
is like seriously what the fuck cann..
this week like so busy and tired le..
i still have to went to school early today..
then tomorrow still have to?!!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!
can't you all meet at some centre place so it's better for me?!!!!
why west side???!! and so early!!!
i wanted to sleep more today but cannot..
then tomorrow lehh?!?!!! i still have to wake up early??!! what the fuck..
it's weekend lehh!! hello~~~~
seriously fuck up mood..
and still got test on monday.. how i study??!! huhhh!!
y'know from home to school and vice versa need around 2hours ??
means i'll be wasting 2hours of my life??
even if i brought my books to study on bus..
i would be so tired to touch my books.. -.-"
haiz.. seriously what is life.. this questions keeps me wondering..
is life stress up, not happy, tiring..
or filled with happiness, things goes your way, and no troubles??
or maybe.. everything is combined together.. to let us learn..
i get so sick of life sometimes..
so tiring.. nothing goes my way.. hardwork is never paid off..
and get nothing else in return..tskk..
forget it.. shall not think so muchh..
live life as you want it!
kayy..
bye~

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Monday, July 4, 2011

IT'S JULY!!(:

hellooooo..
it's been around 2weeks since i've blogged ??
and it's july alreadyyyyyy!! omggg.. so fast.. :/
i feel like blogging once every month.. cause so lazy.. hahaha..
but nevermind.. i'll still try to blog every week.. (:
okay.. now i'm enjoying my holiday..
but still have to finish my case study and projects lehh..
then case study left abit..
projects really don't feel like doing sia..
especially the NR.. no mood for projects seriously.. ):
i just feel like watching videos all day.. or go out..
don't feel like doing any school works.. sighh..
then after this week is school reopen le..
like fast lehh.. 2weeks always passed so fast..
and i want to watch transformers!!
probably going to watch this week..
but only got me and felicia lehh.. like boring only..
my secondary friends all school reopen le.. difficult to ask..
then my poly friends having attachment and overseas..
like no one to ask.. haiz.. sianz only.. nevermind..
i've changed my blog song to
2pm and 2ne1 latest song "Like A Movie" and "I Am The Best" respectively
2pm's song is really niceeeeeeee.. a ballad.. (: (:
then 2ne1's song also very niceeeee.. love it!!(: (:
that's all for today..
don't really have the mood..
byebye(:
annyeong :D

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