fuck

hello..

it's finally the end of 'O' Level !!

finally can don't need study till late..

don't need wake up early in the morning..

watch a lot of videos..

and cann go out and playyyyyyyyyy..

but i don't know why after the paper have ended

i can't seems to be happy..

all of my friends seems so happy inside-out..

but i don't !!

what the fuck is wrong with me..

why the fuck am i so damn stupid..

why the fuck i need to suffer this..

why the fuck i have to experience these things..

why the fuck i met you in the first place..

ya.. everything is my fault..

ya.. i'm not her true friend..

ya.. everything is also me la..

i know nobody is perfect in the world..

i long time knew that already..

but did you know the truth ??

did you know what really happened ??

and have you all ever and i meant EVER..

know how i felt ??

everything wrong also blame me la..

now she is the victim la..

im wrong la..

to you all..

this is a damn damn small tiny thing..

but why don't you all stand in my shoes and think about it..

how would you felt..

plus.. i really wondered..

are YOU even real in the first place..

i don't even see your face before..

is like what the fuck..

maybe all of this is fake..

everything is not real at all..

sigh.. so feel like ending everything..

really tired of everything..

there so much thing to be troubled with..

i really doubt i cann do it..

is just so saddening..

sigh.. nevermind..

will blog again soon..

[[.. byebye ..]]

and ya..

i have just changed my blog song to

SS501..

their latest album : Rebirth

song : Love Like This.. Wasteland.. Obsess..

i love all their new songs..

but i love the above 3songs the most..

i really hope all of the 5songs in their album have MVs..

especially wasteland !! is damn nice!! hehe..