GOODBYE 2009(:

hello..

it's going to be the end of 2009 soon..

tomorrow is the 31st of december..

actually i planned to blog tomorrow..

but i'll be going out tomorrow to cycle with

shixuan.. jane.. yunmin.. and felicia..!! hahaz..

so i'll recalled and blog about what have happened in year 2009..

in summary of course.. LOL..

this year 2009.. also means that i'm 16 this year..

and i've to take 'O' level in order to get out of secondary school life..

days have been passing.. and everyday was almost the same..

waking up in the morning 6+am..

going to school.. going for assembly..

sometime paying attention in class.. sometime daydreaming..

sometime drawing.. sometime talking..

and so.. days went on.. and passes..

it passes damn fast.. faster than i've even realised..

when it was in the mid of 2009..

i was still thinking that there still a few more months to 'O' Level..

even though i've told myself must study.. study.. and study..

but i still continue to slack..

and i tried hard to complete the homeworks that the teachers gave..

i also tried hard to pay attention in class..

especially in POA lesson..

i really really tried to pay attention to what Mr. Lee is saying..

but he just.. talk so softly.. and seems like he's talking to himself..

plus.. everybody in class doesn't seem interested in him.. -.-"

and so.. the POA lesson goes on like this..

when it was like just two week plus before 'O' Level..

all of the Secondary Four students don't need to go

back school and study..

but some of the good teachers arrange time for us to

ask them question if needed..

and like Mrs Ganesan..

she arranged lessons for our class even though she

was also very busy..

she was really a very good chemistry teacher..

so.. i've staying at home studying throughout the whole two weeks plus..

i rejected my friends when they asked if want to study together..

cause i know that i won't study much when i'm outside..

and everyday been the same for me..

i did not use computer.. i studied everyday..

watch tv(only at night) and study..

and just a week before 'O' Level..

something that made my life damn miserable happened..

because of this made me can't trust people easily..

lucky my friends.. Felicia.. Serene.. Shirlene.. and Bernadette..

was there for me.. teach me.. encourage me..

and help me through 'O' Level without thinking about the stuffs..

to be honest.. i really must say thank you to..

FELICIA.. SERENE.. SHIRLENE.. BERNADETTE..

and JASMINE..

really.. from the deepest of my heart..

thank you..

so.. the 'O' Level two weeks have passed..

and when i was thinking back on how silly i am..

i swore that i won't be so stupid and must be strong!!

then.. i started looking for jobs.. and blahblah..

life have been passing on.. and now is the 30th December 2009..

tomorrow is the 31st December.. the last day of 2009!!

and after tomorrow.. it will be the first day of year 2010..

1st January 2010!!(:

hahaha..

i want to try more new things in the coming 2010..

hope i cann get the chance.. LOL..

ohya.. i've put back the tagboard..

and will be changing my blogskin soon.. hahaz..

so.. will blog again soon.. hahaz..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

hello(:

it's a great saturday today!! (i think.. hmmm..)

hahaz..

cause i went out for lunch with stepf..

and bought xiaogui album!! wahahaha(:

some of his songs are quite nice la..

cann see that he is really working hard for his album..

and his album is cool !!

his packaging and stuffs..

is really different from other artiste's album.. hehe..

i love all his photo..

but stepf says he only looks good when he smile.. >< !!

well.. i can't deny la..

when he smile.. it was really nice and sweet..

but when he don't smile..

he was like changed to another person..

like a cool.. dark person..

can't think of what he'll be doing next..

so.. ya..

and stepf came my house to use the computer..

as we search for jobs..

but i wasn't really searching.. stepf was doing the job..

i was listening to xiaogui new songs!!(:

hehehe..

about 3+pm she went back home already..

she only stayed for an hour plus ?? ( not too sure.. >< !!)

and that's all.. for what currently had happened

for today saturday..

will probably blog again next week.. ba..

hahaz..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

Merry Christmas Everyone!!! (:

HOHOHO..

MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSS !!!!!!! ^^

this year christmas was funnn..

though i only got an early celebration with friends..

and a shopping trip with my mother..

but i'm satisfied already(:

On the 23 december..

i meet up with Jane and Shixuan..

and we walked to hougang mall together to join up with

felicia.. yunmin and zhiqi's clique..

it was the first time that the two clique joined up together

and went shopping !!(:

i was really happy that shixuan went out with us..

cause it's been a damn damn long long time

since she last went out with us..

and this makes me feel that the 5 of us are together again!!

so.. all of us went orchard together..!! woo~

we went to shop around and judith came to meet us..

after that the 9 of us went to watch movie!!

we watched "The Princess And The Frog"..

it was kind of lame la..

but there no other movie to watch already..

the story plot is nice.. touching..

so it's okay..

and after that we went on our separate ways already..

cause zhiqi they all went to eat..

and we aren't that hungry..

so.. felicia suggest to separate..

though i don't really want to.. but.. nevermind..

and we went to take NeoPrints !!

it was kind of lame.. but fun!! hahaha..

cause shixuan said she didn't take it before..

so the 5 of us take together and it will be our memories(:

after that.. we went back hougang mall to eat in pizza hut..

it was jane's idea.. >< !!

but the food was good la.. though some of it was quite salty..

and when we have eaten finish..

it was about 8plus going 9pm!!

but we went shopping afterwards..

cause shixuan want to buy a dress and felicia want to buy cherry..

>< !!

so.. shixuan bought her dress.. felicia can't find her cherry..

hahaha..

but felicia bought a dress!! (i think)

and we went back home after that..

it was tiring but fun !! (:

i would love to go out together again with them..

the 5 of us.. hmmm..

i will blog again tomorrow.. (maybe)

cause it's another saturday again tomorrow(:

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

(: (: (:

hellooooooooo..

another week have passed!!

and i have lost my job.. (for details.. chat with me personally)

so.. i've been slacking at home!!!!

hahaha..

no la.. i got go out find jobs..

but to no avail.. too badd for me lor.. LOLL..

but i have a lot of fun with my friends..... hahaa(:

and we'll be celebrating christmas at 23december2009!!!

wahahahahaha..

though it is an advance celebration..

but i bet there will be a lot of fun.. joy and laughterrrrr!!! ((:

unfortunately.. i don't have much money left !!!!! ahh... >< !!

then minus away the money that i would be spending on

buying both xiaozhu and xiaogui album..

i'm actually broke.. -.-"

and the 1week pay will only be given next month.. ( i think..)

so.. hope that i cann get some money to go out on the 23dec !!!!

hehehe..

xiaogui have just released his album!!

but it have not reached singapore yet..

cause i today just went to check it out..

must always wait for few more days............ >< !!

and xiaozhu will be releasing his album real soon..!!

wahahahahaha.. can't wait for it !!!

so.. until then..

i'll be catching up those SS501 videos that i've missed..

they are just irresistible.. and hilarious!! hahaha(:

[[.. byebye and takecares..]]

^^ =)

hellooooooooooooo!!

it's another saturday againnnnnnn!!

feel like time is passing quite slowwww !!!

it's only been the first week since i've worked..

what crap..

and when last time i wasn't working..

time pass damn fast..

i so wish that one month would faster pass!!

so that i cann faster get my pay..

and return the money that i've owned..!!

and i also wish another month would faster pass..

then i cann save more money!!

i really want time to fly when i was working..

it was so stress and boring..

scare do wrong then got scolded.. ):

and i now really getting to don't like my boss..

she sucks.. ): ): ):

anything also must say de

give so much pressure..

i also human what.............

other people also human mah..

even if you are stress with other thing..

you also should not stress us too much mah..

give us so much pressure..

made me today headache.. ): ): ): ):

relax for few seconds also cannot..

so feel like taking off day or quit..

but i have to hang on till i get moneyyyyyyy!!!!!

for the sake of money..

haizz..

why this world have to come out with money..

if there no money..

there won't be so many complications around.. >< !!

i would rather go school than work..

cause school got friends.. not that stress COMPARED to work..

and it was simple..

but work lehx..

is complicated.. DAMN STRESS..

not fun!! only one good thing is that you will earn money..

but go school can't earn money.. only earn knowledge.. >< !!

nevermind.

think that's all for today..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

yeahyeah!!(:

helloooooooo!!
seems like it's been so long that i've used com.
cause my com. breakdown twice..
and the second time it was really sent to repair !! -.-"
but now.. it cann be used againnnnnn!!
wahahahaha.. (:
and i've just removed the tagboard..
but i'll recover it if i find it necessary.. (:
Plusplus !!!!
i've also changed my blog song..
pardon me as i can't paste the chinese title in here.. (damn!!)
please go to right side of my blog to see the title of the songs..
i put 3 songs..
i strongly recommend it as it was really nice!! (:
must listennnnnnnn.. hahaz
and ya..
from today onwards i won't online so often as..
i've found a job and will be going to work starting from tomorrow(:
i may also not blog that often already..
(i know i only blogged once a week.. -.-" )
so................
i think i will blog lesser and lesser.. >< !!
cause even if i got the time..
i would go surf around..
lazy to blog.. hahaha(:
so ya.. that's all i want to sayyyyyyyyyyy !!
[[.. byebye && takecares..]]
^^ =)

hello!!

萧亚轩 have released her latest album 钻石糖..

all her songs in there was really nice!!

love all her new songs..

all is sweet.. cool.. and got feel..

hahaha..

and one of her song is called

WOW feat.罗志祥..

and the song was basically cool..

their MV was even more awesome(:

and i also like her 坦白..

it was a really great song..

she sang with a lot of emotional..

hahaz.. okay..

seems like i'm helping her promoting..

but her songs was really nice.. LOL..

so.. it's okay la..

hmmm.. i not sure what to say le..

[[.. byebye && takecares then..]]

^^ =)

(:

hellooooo!!

yesterday prom night was quite fun!!

have a lot of photograph taken..

wahahahaha..

and everybody look damn different..

then the prom about 11pm end..

jasmine and i took taxi and went back home together(:

then we exactly 12midnight a.m. reached Hougang!!

hahahaha..

and i looked up the sky..

it was really really damn prettyyyyyyyyy!!

the stars was shining damn brightly..

it was forming like a "crab" shape..

it was really nice..

but cannot take picture down.. ):

i really love to see it again..

and i would also love to see all the 12horoscope that

the stars cann formed..

plus.. the moon was also damn bright that night..

it was a half moon..

though the moon and the stars are quite far apart..

but i'm really happy that i saw both bright stars and moon!!!(:

then i slowly walk and admire the sky..

hahaz..

and when i reached home..

my sister taught me how to remove make-up..

hehehe..

then about 2am then sleep.. ):

and i woke up about 6.32am in the morning..

cause felicia introduce me a one-day work..

then have to reach there by 8.45am..

that place was at clementi..

quite farrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

that's why must so early wake up.. ):

but in the end..

i about 8.10am reached there.. -.-""""

then have to wait for felicia and her sister for very long.. >< !!

the job is quite okay la..

though is quite boring..

but i still tolerated till 5pm.. and did not sleep..

hahaz(:

then clear up everything..

and i went back home with felicia..

and so.......

i reached home and now blogging..

hahaha..

it was quite fun for last week and this week..

cause i keep going out.. hahaz..

okay.. let's do an ending now..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

>< !!

hello!!

actually i also don't know what to say la..

just come blog awhile..

hmmm..

i've going out on tuesday.. thursday and friday..

but haven't find any job yet..

hahaha..

been playing and helping my friends find their stuffs..

it was kind of fun..

at least cann forget some unhappy stuffs..

going out has become my medicine!!

cause do other things at home also no use..

so went out to have fun..

is the only way..

i want to go out tomorrow..

but stepf haven't confirm with me yet..

hmmm.. >< !!

go out have fun and also find job..

hahaha..

i really wish i could find a job immediately..

if not i keep spending money..

then didn't save any money..

which also equals to cannot buy anything.. ):

plus.. this coming tuesday going to prom..

then also need to waste money..

cause we'll be taking taxi go over there..

just hope for the best ba..

hmmmmmmmm..

okay.. that's all..

cause i don't know what to say le.. hahaha..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

hello..

it's monday today!!

feel so weird when there's no school..

when i woke up in the morning..

still thought that it's sunday..

hahaha..

and ya..

whenever i was watching tv at night..

it feel so weird when i'm not holding anything..

just felt that..

why is my hands empty ??

where's my books ??

why aren't there any books around..?? hmmm..

then i was like..

ooh!! i have finished my exam!! hahaha..

maybe because i have not adapted to the "new" situation..??

it just felt kind of weird..

feel so empty around..

feel so "don't know what to do next"..

maybe i have so many things that i wanted to do immediately..

but don't know how to start..??

just felt so empty..

i want to go out tomorrow.. >< !!

but nobody have replied me.. -.-"

i want to find job.. ask the price of ............ something..

i seriously.. urgently need money..

cause my mother don't want sponsor me.. -.-"

and i have also asked my sister buy something..

need pay her back money..

then i also need to buy other things..

and ohya..

i have bought my prom dress.. hehehe..

yesterday went out with my mother again and shop..

think back again..

i've been going out from

thursday.. friday.. saturday.. and sunday..

LOLL..

but very tired..

so today i stay at home!!

feel that the day is like dragging along..

it is just so slow when there nobody..

maybe it's time for me to learn again..

learn something............

okay.. that's all for today then..

will blog soon..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

好希望有人能够在我身边。。

关心我。。

转移我的注意力。。

(:

hello!!

it's another saturday again..

and i have just watch K.O.3 Anguo..

hahaha..

and i'll be shopping for prom dress with my mother later..

it was so troublesome to especially shop for something..

plus.. prom is actually quite a waste of money.. >< !!

but oh well..

a sum of money to exchange for beautiful memories ??

hmmm.. maybe it will be worth it.. LOL..

hope i cann find a dress that i like and is nice..??

hahaz..

i love my blog song !!! hahaha..

okay.. i don't know what to say le..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

机会是永远掌握在自己手里的。。

机会是永远存在的。。

我好希望你是真的。。

我好想见你。。

fuck

hello..

it's finally the end of 'O' Level !!

finally can don't need study till late..

don't need wake up early in the morning..

watch a lot of videos..

and cann go out and playyyyyyyyyy..

but i don't know why after the paper have ended

i can't seems to be happy..

all of my friends seems so happy inside-out..

but i don't !!

what the fuck is wrong with me..

why the fuck am i so damn stupid..

why the fuck i need to suffer this..

why the fuck i have to experience these things..

why the fuck i met you in the first place..

ya.. everything is my fault..

ya.. i'm not her true friend..

ya.. everything is also me la..

i know nobody is perfect in the world..

i long time knew that already..

but did you know the truth ??

did you know what really happened ??

and have you all ever and i meant EVER..

know how i felt ??

everything wrong also blame me la..

now she is the victim la..

im wrong la..

to you all..

this is a damn damn small tiny thing..

but why don't you all stand in my shoes and think about it..

how would you felt..

plus.. i really wondered..

are YOU even real in the first place..

i don't even see your face before..

is like what the fuck..

maybe all of this is fake..

everything is not real at all..

sigh.. so feel like ending everything..

really tired of everything..

there so much thing to be troubled with..

i really doubt i cann do it..

is just so saddening..

sigh.. nevermind..

will blog again soon..

[[.. byebye ..]]

and ya..

i have just changed my blog song to

SS501..

their latest album : Rebirth

song : Love Like This.. Wasteland.. Obsess..

i love all their new songs..

but i love the above 3songs the most..

i really hope all of the 5songs in their album have MVs..

especially wasteland !! is damn nice!! hehe..

海派甜心 Hi My SweetHeart!

hellooooooooo..

it's been ages since i last blog..

hahaz..

i've busy with my 'O' Level recently..

and still got 3 more papers to go for next week.. -.-"

monday got FNN..

tuesday is chinese..

and wednesday is science paper 1..

i doubt i will do well for my fnn..

but i'll still try.. >< !!

haizz.. fnn so damn boring..

got so many chapters need to memorise..

memorise.. and memorise.. -.-"

so many things have happened recently also..

and i have written 2songs..

will be asking serene to help me with the song

after the o level is officially over..

hahaz..

i know i shouldn't have write songs while i was studying..

but it was damn damn boring and stress

to study all this while..

need to relieve abit..

hahaha(:

and i also have thought a lot..

the only conclusion is..

promises are always meant to be broken..

trust.. is a word that cannot be trusted..

ohya..

i today just watch the 海派甜心..

which is also called the "Hi My SweetHeart!"

达浪 is 罗志祥

宝株 is Rainie 楊丞琳

it was a damn damn great show..

i asked yunmin go watch she also say nice..

wahahahahaa ^^

can't wait for the next episode..

and i will be changing my blog song..

when i use computer again..

so that's all for today..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

Song of the Month : October(:

hello!!

it's another saturday again..

damn fast la..

then after next week of school..

don't need go back to school le!!

cause is study break..

must stay at home and study..

cause O level was like 20+ more days..??

mygosh.. >< !!

the day is getting closer and closer..

so i will not use computer so much le..

i will resist the temptation of using computer de..

hahaz..

recently feel damn tired la..

i also don't know why..

my energy was like being drained more and more each day..

then today morning went to school for chemistry..

actually the teacher say 10-12pm..

then after that she changed to 7.30am..

but i still managed get up this morning..

hahaz..

then i about 9.30am reach home le..

cause all my friends got their own activities..

plus.. i was also very tired..

so straight went back home after chemistry..

and here i am blogging now..

i will then go do homework and study afterwards..

hahaz.. okay..

and ya..

i have just changed my blog song to

You Belong With Me..

by Taylor Swift..

cause i just realised that it's already OCTOBER..

>< !!

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

(:

hello..

im back again.. hahaz(:

been quite tired for this week..

cause something happen on the last sunday..

then until tuesday (22september2009) everything is settled..

and the conclusion is that..

it was a happy ending.. hahaz..

then after that..

teacher stress us with a lot of homework..

then everyday also homework, homework, and homework..

but yesterday i was slacking..

didn't do any homework..

hehe(:

then today after the chemistry remedial..

teacher gave us homework AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNN..

>< !!

hope i cann finish everything..

but i doubt i cann..

cause i will be using computer..

mygosh.. >< !!

then after the chemistry..

shirlene, felicia, and me meet up with my jie..

and shop around..

at least have some fun..

cause shirlene was a joker..

she was really funny.. hahaha(:

ohya..

we went to tampines..

cause my jie want pass me something..

and i also passed her something..

that thing is a secret.. cannot tell.. shhh..

hahaha.. :D

then continue and walk around..

then about 3+pm ( i think) we went back home le..

cause shirlene need meet up with her friend..

then felicia need go back home early..

then my jie anything..

then i very tired..

so we all go back..

early..

then after that i reached home le..

then use computer.. and come blog..

that's all for today..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

hello..

today is sunday!!

wow.. so fast.. >< !!

and i still haven't started my study..

gosh.. i scared i would die..

nevermind..

let's talk what have happen this week..

this week i everyday also got homework..

and friday i have to pass up 4homeworks..

then i was very stress on thursday..

plus.. something upsetting also come out on thursday..

it makes me damn sadd and angry that night..

cause someone lost my thing and even forget about it..

and i didn't know that i would be this

upset and disappointed towards that person..

that thing that the person lost is quite important to me..

and is limited edition.. -.-"

can't buy it anymore..

plus is also quite expensive..

just a "lost" word and a stupid answer..

crashes all my mood down..

i wanted to ...... but i stop it..

yesterday i was at bus..

and i don't know why i think about it..

think and think.. then i .......

but i quickly think of something else to divert my focus..

come to think about it now..

is still sadd..

and yeah..

thursday someone gave me the meaning of the song..

only me.. sang by jungmin of SS501..

luckily cause i got lots of homework need to pass up on friday..

then i didn't watch it..

so it didn't make me..

the meaning is actually quite sadd.. >< !!

no wonder the person say i really need the video on thursday.. -.-"

i guess i'll try to forget about that thing..

it just utterly disappoints me..

then friday..

i was smsing a person..

and saturday..

i was smsing another person..

they both are cute and funny..

hahaz..

okay.. i don't know what to say le..

ohya.. i've changed my blogskin..
but i want the background to be black..
then i don't know why i find here find there..
also cannot find and change it.. -.-"
nevermind.. let it be then..
i guess is also quite nice ?? hahaz..

[[.. byebye and takecares..]]

^^ =)

ohmygosh..

hello!!!!!!!
finally is saturday today..
but the september one week holiday is also
going to be gone soon..
been quite busy and tired during the one week..
cause every morning need to wake up early..
and prepare to go to school..
then after school need to do homework..
the schedule was real tight..
going to die soon..
but luckily saturday came before i died!!
hahaha..
but then there still tons of homework for me to do..
got english, math, POA, and geography..
ohmygosh..
and POA is crazy..
i doubt i will finish all lor..
cause i haven't even started doing.. >< !!
i'll do finish the homework as fast as i could..
cause there not much time left for ME!!
so.. i shall stop for today..
[[.. byebye && takecares..]]
^^ =)

my wishes..

hello..
ohmygosh..
i just watched K.O.3 AUGUO..
this episode 28 was really sadd..
this first part was sadd..
the ending was also sadd..
the preview is even more sadd la..
then i think next episode will be damn sadd !!
haizz..
but i still can't wait for the next episode..
hahaha..
and ya..
last week i said i want to study..
and i haven't even started..
haizz..
i so don't know what to do..
today morning i got FNN lesson..
from 10-12..
the lesson was kind of crap..
but i think i have some fun..
hahaz..
these few days i was kind of sadd..
but yesterday nightz someone online..
then we chat together plus another person..
i smiled when he cheer me up..
of course plus that other person..
hahaha..
he really made me feel that he had brighten up my life..
i would always be happy when he's around..
hahaz..
of course!!
those people that's reading my blog..
don't get the wrong idea..!!
he's my friend only..
i also treat him like he is my brother!!
and he also treated me as his sister..
hahaha..
he was really a great brother..
wahahaha..
but i wished that he could online often..
he been busy recently..
i can't say what he busy with..
so too badd..
hahaz!!
i wished that i got his number..
then i cann contact him often..
but i didn't ask..
and dare not ask..
it is only him that i dare not ask..
haizz.. if i cann talk to him often then good le..
i wish that my life would be better after so much things
have happened..
i wished that i cann get good result for my o level..
i wished that i cann go to the course that i want..
i wished that i could go to the poly that i want..
i wished that i could be with my friends..
i wished that i could talk more to my online friends..
i wished that i could do well for all the things..
i wished i could solve all the questions in my life..
i wished that my life would not be so complicated..
i wished that . ..... .... ....... ....
... .. .... .. ... ... ....
(this wish is a secret.. shh..)
oh GOD.. please grant me the wishes..
thank you..
that's all i want to say today..
[[.. byebye && takecares..]]
^^ =)

Song of the Month : September(:

hello..
i've just change my blog song to..
Please Be Nice To Me..
By Kim Hyun Joong of SS501..
album is SS501 Collection..
it was a really nice song..
and there is also MV provided at the left side of my blog..
hahaz..
i really love this song..
and ya..
i love the sports car inside the MV..
it was damn damn cool..
if i didn't see wrong..
there are THREE sports car in there..
ohmygosh..
so cool laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
i also want a cool sports car.. >< !!
hahahaa..
okay..
i only want to say that i have changed my blog song..
nothing much le.. hehe..
will blog again on the weekend..
[[.. byebye && takecares..]]
^^ =)

....

hello..
it's time to update again..
hahaz..
and yeah..
i've just watch K.O.3 AUGUO episode 27..
the next episode is getting real interesting..
can't wait for the next saturday to come..
but if every saturday come so fast..
the O level will also be reaching soon..
ohmygoshhhhhhhhhhhh..
and i want to study..
but i was too lazy.. >< !!
i also don't know how to study..
haizz..
one month plus is really very fast..
what should i do ??
give up computer and study..??
i can't do that.. >< !!
i also don't know why..
every day use com. and study at the same time..??
i can't concentrate like this..
so how..??
haizz.. sadded sia..
i guess i'll see what i cann do..
lalala.........................................
>< !!
i guess i stop for today..
will blog again soon.. or next week..
hahaz..
[[.. byebye && takecares..]]
^^ =)

脩 is simply great !!! (:

hellooooooo..
i'm here to blog again..
actually this week i'm quite relax..
cause monday poa..
then tuesday don't need go school..
cause the chinese prelim paper change to friday and monday..
then wednesday i only need go take the
chinese 'O' level result..
(im going to retake.. hope the school approves!!)
then thursday got science practical..
friday is FNN and chinese paper 1..
lucky is not as busy as last week's..
if not i really going to die..
then next monday going to take prelim chinese paper 2..
wish me GOODLUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
and today i have watched K.O.3 AUGUO..
it really has become part of my life..
hahaz..
and i have just link 脩（陳德修）..
i think he's damn cool..
and he is in a band called 東城衛..
脩 plays electric guitar de..
i love his music.. hahaz..
he is just great!!
i think i shall stop for today..
cause i not sure what to write le..
[[.. byebye && takecares..]]
^^ =)

>< !!

hellooooooooo!!

it's finally friday sia..

but the Prelim exam haven't finish yet..

still need to continue next week la..

so boring..

plus next monday is POA paper 1.. ):

haizz..

then thursday is science practical laaaaa

i scare i'm going to fail sia..

i can't do the practical alone !!!!!!!!

plus is the physic and chemistry together sia..

i don't think i will be able to finish doing it in 1 hour 45minutes lor..

then friday is FNN theory..

need to memorise damn damn lotsssssss of theory..

such a boring subject.. >< !!

ohya..

tomorrow i cann finally watch K.O.3 AUGUO latest episode..

hahaha..

can't wait to watch it..

but i still have to wait.. >< !!

okay..

that's all for today..

will blog again soon..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

(: and ):

hello(:
yesterday my school celebrate the national day..
and they organise a concert..
which is the best i have seen it in my 4years life
in that school.. LOLL..
and i must say that mr maran was a really great host..
hahaha..
plus the concert successfully end at 10.30am..
then after that..
shirlene, felicia, fiona and me went to the art exhibition..
it was damn cool in there sia !! hahaz..
and it was my first time went into an art exhibition..
hehehe..
it was at the city hall..
and there were also a lot people in there..
they were all accompanied by their teacher..
but we went there by ourselves..
cause felicia's art teacher don't want to bring them go..
hahaha..
but luckily i got go..
cause i think that those art pieces are great!!(:
then about 1+pm we went back home le..
cause don't know go where..
hahaz..
and ya..
this coming week is my prelim examination..
so damn lame laaaaaaaa..
and is til 21august sia..
sadd case.. ):
so that means i won't be using computer until 21august..
cause need to study..
haizz..
but i think i will check my facebook when there's a chance..
hahahaha..
andand..
i just finish watching K.O.3 Anguo episode 24..
hahaha..
i can't wait for the next episode sia..
getting real exciting !!
hahaz..
hope next saturday faster comeeeeeeeeee..
hehehe..
okay..
i think i shall stop for today..
[[.. byebye and takecares..]]
^^ =)

不屑..

helloooooooo..
today is the 2nd of august..
and i have just changed my blog song to
不屑..
by.. 小鬼(黃鴻升)
album is 不屑
yeahyeah..
hahaha(:
不屑 damn damn nice sia!!
listen carefully to the lyrics and music..
and you will get touched by xiaogui's voice..
hahaha..
i would really recommend this song..(:
okay..
that's all i want to say..
cause i still got lots of homework to do.. >< !!
[[.. byebye && takecares..]]
^^ =)

seriously crap..

hello all..
i have just watched the K.O.3 anguo this morning AGAIN !!
hahaha..
damn damn nice la...........
can't wait for the next episode!!
cause han is going to appear!!
hahaha..
she very pretty sia.. hehe.. >< !!
and ya..
yesterday i went to my relative's house..
haizz..
so wish i cann don't go to their house again..
cause everytime go is when my grandparaents come out from Malaysia..
i really don't wish to go and meet them..
guess what..
when i first step into their house..
i think wait for about 5minutes then they realize my existence..
yaya..
then all the crap..
am i really invisible to them ??
and when my other cousins reach..
my grandma says..
"waa 长大了hor..
变漂亮了耶。。
看到你我真的很高兴。。 "
then who am i to her ?!?!
aren't i STILL a PERSON to her ??
ya.. i pity her because she lost her mother when she was primary..
and im happy that i still got my mother by my side..
but i just can't take it when my grandma
have to say so bluntly..
plus i was just sitting on the next sofa playing Pokemon.. -.-"
i admit that she is much prettier..
and im not jealous of her..
cause i love being myself..
i just don't like my damn grandma personality..
and i don't like wearing a mask..
i am who i am..
but whenever i meet them..
i just have to wear it..
what the crap is this..??
my damn grandpa also the same..
he asked me to eat a fruit..
but i don't feel like eating !!
then i tell him that im full..
and guess what..
he ACCUSED me that im being lazy..
cause i don't want to peel of the skin..
im like WHAT ?!?!!?!?!?!?!?
am i THAT LAZY TO YOU ?!?!
and i used the word "ACCUSED" !!!!
i admit that i'm lazy..
but at that situation..
im not lazy..
i just don't feel like eating !!!!!!
is like what the hell cann ?
i just don't like being accused..
plus.. i have been accused by them lots of times le lor..
not just one time..
but lots of other times..
i just can't forget it..
then i don't care them and continue playing my pokemon..
-.-"
and about 11.30pm my family and i went back home..
seriously..
i wear the mask for so many hours..
and i have tolerated you all..
then i still have to continue and tolerate..
what the crap is this ??
i really really really DON'T LIKE THEM AT ALLLLLL!!!!!!!!
they just sucks to the hell..
i so wish that i would just vanish into mid air..
and never come back into this masked world..
okay..
that's all i want to say..
bye.. will blog again..
there's not even a star in the sky..
even the sky and the moon is sadd..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOZHU LUOZHIXIANG !!! ^^

HELLO ALL !!!

hahaha..

so happy..!!!!!

cause today is LUOZHIXIANG birthday..

LOLL..

i also don't know why i so happy.. >< !!

but anyway !!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUOZHIXIANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha..

but today he going honeymoon with the taiwan SFC..

hope he will have lots of fun !! LOL..

but today i need finish my fnn la..

so boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

stupid sia..

always is fnn fnn fnn................

-.-" -.-" -.-" -.-" -.-"

cannot one day don't fnn sia..

boring and stupid.. -.-"

nevermind..

i go do fnn le..

sadded sia..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

hello !!!!!!!

hahaha..

i've doing the homeworks that the teachers have assigned us to do..

so sadd la..

got damn lots of it.. >< !! haizz..

and ya!!

tomorrow is xiaozhu's birthday !!!!!!!

ohmygosh..

hahahaha..

so wish to wish him happy birthday in person..

aww.. >< !!

nevermind..

i'll see what i cann do..

hahaha ^^

tomorrow then i will blog again..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

hello there!! hahaha..

today my class is officially being quarantined..

don't know should sadd or happy.. hehehe(:

cause our class a lot people sick..

then the people decide to qurantine us lor.. >< !!

haizz..

and sorry for not posting so long..

cause i'm not that free..

then later still need to do the

fnn draft conclusion for coursework b

haizz.. lameshitttttt..

i go watch tv le..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

hehe(:

hello!!

yesterday i go watch the harry potter and the half blood prince..

with josephine jie and felicia!!

LOL..

the movie was okay la..

then got one part a lot of people scare dao..

(including me)

it was the same as transformers de movie cann..

the part..

where everything very silent..

then suddenly "BOOM"!!!!

stupid la..

hahahaha!!!

crappy!!

then the movie was also quite funny..

and after the movie we went to stage..

the new shirt was nice!!

wish i cann buy it..

but no money.. -.-"

then after that go orchard walk around around..

saw 3 Lamborghini..!!!!!!

1 sports car.. ( don't know the name.. but is damn damn cool)!!!!

and 1 mecedes sports car!!

damn cool laaaaaa..

ohmygosh..

my heart melts when i saw that..

hehehe..

but too badd i didn't take picture..

cause too many people walking around la.. ):

i think that the 3 lamborghini is the same kind sia..

yellow background.. and black stripes..

damn damn greatttttttttttttttt ^^

okay..

then after that we went straight home le..

cause don't know go where shop.. >< !!

and today..

going to finish all my fnn stuffs..

after tomorrow the practical..

and after next monday..

the F-N-SHIT- is doneeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

waahahahahhaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

except for the theory la..

need to memorise memorise and memorise..

what the crappyyyyyyyy -.-"

okay..

that's all le..

going to do my f-n-shit le..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

ohya..!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUILING!!

today is my sister birthday..

hehehe :D

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^

hello..

here a big big SMILE for ODY..!!

(ps.. this is the biggest smile for my blog le..)

LOLLL..

cause she ask me must put a SMILE for my next post..

so here is it lor..

hahaha((:

okay.. back to my life story..

recently damn lots of homework..

so saturday and sunday keep using computer..

forgot come blog..

hahaha..

and now got two homework waiting for me to do finish sia..

the poa i damn long didn't touch it le..

i very badd sia..

recently cause need do my other homework..

then didn't do POA..

tsktsk..

badd girl to huichin..

hahaha(:

and ya..

today got the math afternoon programme..

to me la..

the teacher is quite good sia..

hahaha..

better than the previous teacher((:

i think that's all i'll blog..

cause i still need to finish my homework..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

>< !!

hello..

okay..

my feelings is not that badd compared to last few days..

just that i'm still quite stress cause o level is coming..

then was covered by the books til can't really breathe..

>< !!

cause teacher would gave us damn lots of homework..

and need to be completed..

haizz..

so wish that o level can really go away !!

why this world must must be so .................

everything also need to see the study certificate..

need to make big money must first study well first..

is really damn damn damn xian shi la..

if only..

all the people will not be troubled by anything in the world..

and that is the real happiness..

haizz.. don't really know what to say about this world..

why must we be born ??

why must we study ??

why the world needs money so that it can be improved ??

...

nevermind..

don't care about my crap sayings..

i just crapping.. >< !!

i really wish i could see and talk to xiaozhu like a friend in real life..!!

if only he knows me..

i also want to be friends with xiaogui..!!

haizz..

is quite difficult ar..

nevermind..

i just wanted to say that my phone is fixed..

and i have changed my phone number..

please ask me in person or msn if you want my new number..

thanks(:

and..

[[.. byebye..]]

someone....

hello..

today is such a badd day..

though i love saturday.. >< !!

haizz..

is all because of my phone..

i'm damn stupid to go and do something to it..

and now my phone reject my sim card..

then i've to go and make my sim card tomorrow..

what is wrong with me ??

i don't know why i love to do stupid things sia..

and i don't know why the phone thingy affected me the whole day..

maybe is because previously i have affected by something..

then plus today de phone..

then all the feelings mix together..

what crap..

plus the song 低调 by 张栋梁..

make me even worse..

but i still like the song..

maybe the song reflect my feelings..

haizz..

i don't know what to do..

so wish that someone is beside me right now..

i feel so helpless..

guilty..

stupid..

idiot..

so wish to.........

so wish that a person is with me now..

i don't know what to do..

i want to sms..

haizz..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

i don't wish to have comments about this post....

Song of the Month : July(:

hello..

today is the first of July..

is also the 3rd day of school..

haizz..

so boring..

nevermind..

i just want to say that i've changed my blog song to..

一半..

by.. 言承旭..

album.. 多出来的自由..

ookay..

[[.. byebye && taekcares then(: ..]]

^^ =)

BE@RBRICK!!!(:

Hello!!

hahaz..

this morning i watch the K.O3 an guo AGAIN!!

it was really really damn damn nice!!!!!

i can't wait for the next episode la..

damn exciting sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wished next saturday would faster come..

then i cann watch it le..!!

hahaha :DD

and so..

this is the Be@rBrick that Ody give me for my birthday present de..

wahahahaha ^^

so that's all..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOONHWEE!! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOONHWEE!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha..

yeah.. today is my brother's birthday..

though i know that he won't see my blog..

but it's okay..

i'm still wishing him HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

LOLLL :DD

and today i went to plaza sing with Ody to watch the

TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

is damn damn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

love it sia!!!!!!!!! ^^

some of the scene is quite sadd..

i'm like going to cry..

but i didn't!!

cause i don't want to.. hahaz(:

another scene is damn damn funny..

then also got another scene i scare dao..

then ody is like chilling me..

i'm like quite dui lian la..

cause it seems like i'm the only one scare dao!! >< !!

stupid sia..

cause the sound effect make me scare dao.. -.-"

so overall..

the Transformers : The Revenge Of The Fallen (hope its correct.. >< !!)

is very very damn damn niceeeeeeeee..

hehehe((:

so that's all for today..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

my birthday presents!!(:

hellooo..

i shall not talk too much..

cause nothing special happen recently..

so i will post up the pictures of my

birthday presents for year2009!!(:

okay.. here are the pictures.. :D

Bought by Felicia..

Bought by both Felicia && Stepf..

From YunMin(:.. ooh!! and JaneJane(: (hahaz)..

Drawn by YunMin(: (nice right ?? yes!!)

by YunMin(: ONLY

Also by YunMin(: ONLY

From Felicia && Stepf((:

This is the "Family" picture for my bithday presents..

LOLL :D

ookay..

still got the Stage Hyaline Of World..

and Star Earrings..

By my family..

which i've posted the pictures up before..

The post and pictures should be in May de..

you all cann go to see the pictures again if you like..

hahaha :DD

okay..

that's all for today le..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

nice!!

hello..

i'm here to blog again le..

cause i went out today..

so i came to blog down the things that have happened(:

today 1++ went out to meet felicia..

cause as i've said in the previous post..

felicia and ody are going to celebrated with me belated birthday..

( now then i realise that i didn't mention it.. hahaz.. nevermind(: )

but in the end ody can't make it..

cause her dnt..

nevermind..

then felicia passed me my birthday present..

i'm surprised that stepf also got gave me this time..

hahaz..

then felicia gave me two boxes..

which make my bag big.. -.-"

and we on the way to vivo to watch movie.. AGAIN..!!

hahaha.. :D

this time we watch the Night At The Museums2..

it was quite funny ba..

cause the first season i didn't watch mah..

then...... like that lor.....

LOL..

but actually is watch the Blood : The Last Vampire deeeeee..!!

but then when i checked out the timing..

it says M18..

i'm like.. What The Hell ?!?!

what crap.. -.-"

then no choice lor..

stupid thingy..

so we changed to the Night At The Museums2..

so..

we watch a 4pm show..

cause there's no early timing at vivo..

then we went to the Pet Shop..

see the Doggiessssssssssssssss

is damn damn cute..

so wished i cann keep them..

hahaz.. but this wish quite difficult to come true ba ??

>< !!

and on the way back to the threatre..

i told felicia about the joke that i've heard from Yes93.3fm..

it was really damn funny..

the joke session start from 11pm..

monday - friday..

Yes93.3fm..

( ehh.. seems like i'm helping them publishing..

hahaha.. nevermind(: since they are so funny ^^ )

it was really funny..

i like one of the joke..

let me share it here..

it starts like this..

---------------------------------------------------------

Ah Beng and Ah Lian are girl&boy friends..

so they went to a hotel..

and when they came out of the hotel room..

they take lift down to first floor..

Ah Beng saw only got number..

"5, 4, 3, 2, G"..

AhBeng asked AhLian press what..

AhLian then press the "G"

and they reached first floor le..

AhBeng said..

"waaa!! AhLian.. "你怎么知道是按 'G' ar ??"

AhLian said

" 哎哟!! 你笨的啊你。。

因为 ‘G’stands for 'Gero' 吗 !!"

---------------------------------------------------------

hahaha..

and that's the end of the joke!!

funny right ??

i know.. is damn funny!! ^^

so.. let's get back to my story(:

about 3.5+pm..

we went to sit le..

then the show end at.. 5.57..

after that we went walk around..

then about 7.05pm reach home..

earlier than yesterday..

hahaz..

and i shall post up the birthday present next time..

cause now is 10.23pm..

quite late le..

hehe(:

[[.. byebye && takecares then..]]

^^ =)

To YunMin :

i will upload your card up de.. 放心!!

hahaha.. :D

ohya..

tomorrow got K.O3 anguo!!

hahaha.. gonna catch it tomorrow..

is damn nice de!!(:

and

THANKS PEOPLE!!

FOR THE PRESENTS!! ^^

thanks people!! && HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUICHIN !!!! ^^

hello!!

hahaz..

today is 11JUNE!!

ohmygosh..

i love this day sia..

hahaz..

cause it is a special 11..

and is JUNE(:

and i think today i have a great day ba..

thanks to my friends..

YUNMIN && SHIXUAN!! x3333333

thank you for accompanying me go out..

and thanks yunmin and jane for the birthday present(:

i'll upload the birthday present photo someday..

and let's talk about where we went today!!

today 10++ i went to meet up with shixuan first..

then yunmin says 10.50 must meet at seven-eleven le..

then we quickly rush there..

and we 10.49 reach here..

yunmin haven't even reach yet..

still sms me says.. "i late le.." -.-"

then we wait til 11am..

don't wait for her le..

then me and shixuan went up to the KBox first(:

and later yunmin came up with a huge minitoon plastic bag..

which is for ME!!

yeah.. im touch.. but is too big!! >< !!

hahaz..

then we sing til 3pm..

cause add one more hour..

after that.. we went to plaza sing

to watch movie.. of course(:

we watch the "ghost of girlfriends past"

cause i insist to watch that..

hahaha..

but it was really nice and funny ar..

i didn't regret watching it(:

LOLL..

and so about 6++pm..

the show ended..

and all of us 7+pm then reach home..

tsktsk..

so late sia..

but i have a wonderful day..

thanks a lot!! :D

here are my friends that have wished me today..

++ first is JaneJane(: ++

++ my sister ++

++ yunmin ++

++ ody ++

++ my brother ++

++ stepf ++

++ felicia ++

++ fiona ++

++ jasmine ++

++ fidella ++

++ my jie ++

++ Judith ++

++ zhilin ++

++ jiahui ++

++ shixuan++

and Javier kor for wishing me in advance(:

thanks people!! :DD

and that's the end of today's story..

maybe there more story tomorrow(:

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

nice songs!!

helloooooo..

hahaz..

today is the second week of JUNE(:

and i in love with 

潘玮柏 latest album 零零七 de songs!!

hehehe :D

i also love ah chord 谢和弦 de first album..

it was damn damn nice..!!!! =D

hahaha..

okay..

i know i'm lame.. -.-"

cause i don't know what to blog about.. >< !!

hmmm..

3 more days to my birthday le..

wahahaha..

hope that day won't have any change of plans..

hope it will be pleasant day(:

yeahyeah..

i guess i shall stop for today..

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

JUNE :D

hello..

today is the first of Juneeeeeeeeeeeeee..!!

hahaha..

my favourite month!!(:

but today is also the first paper of the 'O' Level..

and that is the chinese paper..

i dare not say anything about the paper..

cause i scare that i'll be disappointed..

so i won't be talking about the papers..

hahaz(:

and yeah..

tomorrow got the english oral examinations..

i not sure if i cann make it a not..

cause i so don't feel like revising the oral now!! )):

boring laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

i want a anti-stress medicine..

haizz..

nevermind..

i know that nobody have that "medicine"..

i will find my own ways to prevent the stress from piling up..

hahaha..

and remember!!

next thursday!! 11June2009!!

LOLLLLLLLLLLLL..

and yeah!!

i have just changed the blog song to

寂屋出租 && 祝我生日快乐..

by Wilbur 潘玮柏 && 温岚..

album is 零零七 && 爱回温..

okay..

i shall say goodbye now.. =D

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

HulChln's drawings(:

hellooooooooooo!!

it's time to blog again..

hahaha(:

yesterday is the sports carnival..

and nothing really interest me..

nevermind about that..

and today i went to Bishan..

taking the new circle line..

it was kind of cool..

but cause i didn't watch the news about the circle line..

so i wasn't sure which colour of the chair was for the elderly..

then i just sit lor..

cause there wasn't really any elderly there.. >< !!

and after about 5+ i reach home..

ohya..

i got the Wilbur Pan's song..

it was damn nice...............!!!!!

love it..

hahaha..

also..

I've told you that i have been drawing in class when i

 was bored right ??

so.. I'm going to upload the photos here..

HuiChin is here to present her drawings!!(:

This is my latest drawing.. 28May'09..

16April'09..

23February'09..

2008..

18 July'08...

lastly.. this is the photo i have taken..

:D

and that's all for today..

[[.. byebye && takecares then..]]

^^ =)

^^

helloooooooooooo !!

hahaz..

finally is saturday!!(:

i starting to like saturday le..

cause is like cann rest..

and put everything behind for awhile..

plus..

cann watch K.O.3 Anguo!!

i've just finish episode13 this morning..

wish the next saturday cann quickly come..

cause Jiro is going to appear in episode14 !!

hahaha..

looking forward to itttttttttt..

LOLL(:

also..

i've just finished practicing the cookies..

cause the practical exam is going to take place in 3th June..

so boring la..

is like 1week and 4days more to go.. ):

and got the english oral exam in 2th June..

then the chinese O'level exam in 1st June..??

i not really sure..

cause i didn't remember the date.. >< !!

and yeah..

after the first week of June..

is followed by the second week of June..

which is my BIRTHDAY!! =DD

is on 11June.. thursday((:

and so yeah..

this is the end of today's story..

cause i not sure what to talk about already.. >< !!

hmmm..

[[.. byebye then.. && takecares..]]

 ^^ =)

happy happy !!!!

BOO!!

hahaha..

exam is finally OVER!!

damn damn happy..

LOL..

from sunday-friday i didn't even touch the computer la..

except sometimes..

when my sister not around i go facebook awhile..

then after that i didn't use already..

and finally..

i cann use and watch drama&&animes again le..

wahahahaha.. ^^

the 3days exam damn tiring and stress..

3days 6papers..

is damn crazy..

haizz..

i think some of the subjects i going to fail le..

the Fnn confirm guarantee fail de..

hahaha(:

nevermind..

now is play time!!(:

and yahhh!!

my sister gave me my advanced birthday present..

i damn damn happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha..

okay..

here are the pictures !! ^^

This is the birthday present my sister gave me!!(:

Here's another birthday present my sister gave me!!

hahaha..

cool right??

YES!!!

LOLL..

is STAGE!!!!!!

okay.. that's all for today..

hahaz(:

[[.. byebye && takecares..]]

^^ =)

people will only know how to say and remember other people bad points..

but no matter how hard that person have tried their best..

or the person is really working really hard to do something..

people will know despise that person..

and do not care how hard that person has been working..

other people will only remember the bad points..

and the person knows that nobody will care about his success..

he still continue to work really hard for it..

he wants to let everybody to accept him..

he wants everyone to see him successful..

but when troubles comes up to him..

everybody notice him..

and people will start to criticise him..

but nobody..

have ever see his success.. that he have achieved..

that's the way people are..

cannot change the way people thinks or say..