what's the point of studying ?? )';

hellooooooooo

finally it's another saturday ar..

the attachment is finally overrrrrrrrrrrrr..

i'm happy..

but i'm also not so happy..

happy attachment finished..

unhappy cause i didn't do well for the common test..

i seriously can't believe that i actually get a F for FON

when i studied and studied and studied..

i'm not satisfied with AAP..

not satisfied with NSL..

but cmbio and pharmacology is still okay..

i seriously didn't expect i would get a A for pharmaco..

cause i think my weakest is pharmaco.. but in the end..

how in the hell i get A when i FAILED my fon ?!?!

then cmbio i get B+..

quite satisfied cause i did study and B+ is quite good..

and i think i studied AAP the most..

but in the end ?? i only get a C+.. what's the point of studying ??

i get a B+ for NSL.. is cause of my nervousness in practical..

what's the point of studying ??

I GET A F FOR FON..

I SWEAR THAT I HAVE TRIED MY BEST ALREADY..

ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T GET TO MEMORISE ALL OF THE THINGS..

BUT THAT CANNOT MAKE ME GET A F !!

I KNOW MY FON.. WHYYY

WHY AND HOW THE FUCK I GET A F..

WHAT'S THE POINT OF STUDYING ?!?!?!!?!?!?!?

it really make me feel super depressed..

when i saw that some of my friends are satisfied with their result..

i was like..

why tell me?!?! i don't want to know all this..

i failed my fon cann!!

i don't want to remember it!!

when i saw my FON result..

i can't believe my eyes and keep repeating the sentence..

"my id.. F" "my id.. F" "my id.. F" "my id.. F" "my id.. F" "my id.. F"

is that even my id ?!?! i even double check my id..

that is my id.. and i told myself..

"i get a F ??" "i get a F ??" "i get a F ??" "i get a F ??" "i get a FUCKING F ??"

i can't believe it..

i can't fucking believe it..

then i cried and cried.. alone..

even if i tell people i get a fucking F..

people will say.. "what?! you failed fon?!"

"don't be sadd.. try harder next time"

"work harder next time.. you cann do it"

"just failed only.. don't worry"

"it's just a common test.. don't put it to heart"

i mean like.. you don't know how heartbreaking is it for me..

so why don't you just shut up..

i know you mean well.. you all concern about me..

but.. it is just not supposed to be this way!!

you don't know how hard i studied for this common test..

you don't know how hard i tried to memorise the things..

you don't know how much effort i put in to study..

you don't understand anything..

and in the end.. i get a fucking F ?? how in the hell i get a fucking F ??

i tried so hard.. so hard..

it is really devastating..

i wished i could just rot away and die..

nobody cares.. nobody wonders.. nobody knows..

it made me can't really enjoy my holiday..

but i'll still try..

I SERIOUSLY HOPE MY PAPER WAS MARKED WRONGLY!!

THERE'S GONNA BE SOME ERROR!! )';

and i think i don't like 2010december!!

it doesn't brings me goodluck or even get my normal life back!!

it make me so.. sadd..

i really enjoyed january-november.. but not december..

i hope for this 2weeks holiday..

good news will come..

like the thing that i always wanted to come for this christmas..

it would be great if it is my christmas present..

and the fon result.. i really shouldn't get a F..

please GOD.. let me AT LEAST get a D cann ??

i'll really work hard!! please GOD!!

and bring me the thing that i always wanted.. always pray for..

to me for this christmas.. 25december2010..

please GOD.. Amen..

byebye

annyeong

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