stop missing..

hellooooooo..

mood not been very good recently..

i don't know why..

maybe cause there are some things happened..

which made me kind of moody.. then would thought of somebody..

i think i'm just missing someone..

someone to talk to everyday..

he can always make me laugh when talking to him..

he cann also made me smile and cheer me up when i'm sad..

then i would always look forward to go online and talk to him..

he doesn't know that even though i do not reply to his hints..

but i would always be very happy to talk to him..

and i don't know why after a period of time has passed..

he just ignore me.. maybe i did/say something wrong that made him sad..

or maybe cause time have passed..

that made him lose the interest..

forgotten how happy he was in the first place..

i understand but just can't decide..

i know that i have already lose the chance..

and we have become strangers.. i really don't understand why..

what has really happened.. maybe i did something wrong..

that's what i always thought..

and now..

he still doesn't know that i still looking forward to talk to him..

i always wished that he would talk to him first..

cause i've already lost the courage to initiate conversation..

i do not want him to ignore or give me cold replies when i talked to him..

so might as well not talk..

and i know that this has lead us to become strangers..

that's what i always don't like..

the friends we know become the friends we knew..

and i have told him this before..

cause i predicted that we will become like this one day..

but i don't know that it will happen so fast..

and i guess he has also forgotten about it..

forgotten what i told him before..

i just felt that i'm so insignificant at times..

nobody care.. nobody remember what i said before..

like how i always care and remember every single detail of each person..

but nobody remembered how i listen so attentively till i remember everything..

and people still cann forget that they told me before..

sometimes i really don't like to care about the things that's happening around me..

but they just keep coming to me.. i can't stop or prevent it..

sometimes i don't know what i want either..

wish to talk to him like how we did last time..

wish to see his msn name appear on my computer again..

wish that he would come talk to me when he sees me..

wish that he was always around..

but it's impossible now..

time passes.. things changes.. it won't go back to the way it is..

i should just stop hoping.. stop thinking.. stop missing..

kayyy.. i should go and study now..

NSL PRACTICAL ON FRIDAYY!! OMGGGG.. :O

wish i cann tell.. wait.. stop.. stop it!

bye!

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